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You are an enduring fighter, with masked passions

Your responses indicate that you have a normal desire to share yourself with others. However, this need is not being adequately fulfilled at present.
As a result, you unconsciously attempt to treat this emptiness with momentary interests and temporary passions. If left unaddressed, this imbalance leads to impulsive behavior and unnecessary risks.
Past betrayals have left you generally suspicious of others’ behavior, particularly regarding romantic relationships. You fear you may be exploited if you open yourself too fully. Consequently, you often seek some proof of a new friend’s or lover’s sincerity before you decide to trust them.
Further complicating your relationships is the anxiety you have about your unfulfilled personal and professional goals. You fear that you’ve made decisions that weren’t in your own best interest, or failed to take advantage of opportunities when they presented themselves.
The desire to overcome these challenges sometimes lead you to seem pushy or even arrogant. Because this competitive urge is not always apparent to others, they are often surprised by it.
However, the passion that underlies your desire for success is unique. This makes you unlike others. You cannot simply accept what life has to offer; you aspire for more.

You are a troubled individual with unique abilities

Unlike most people, you have a strong — at times destructive — independent streak. Routine tasks are frustrating and often impossible to complete, unless you’ve created them for yourself.

At the moment, you are under substantial stress and anxiety. This is caused by the unshakable feeling that you’re not fully in control of your own life.

An existing relationship in your life, either romantic or business-related, is currently unsatisfactory. You’re presently contemplating the possibility of escape. This can make you irritable or uncomfortable at times, even around the people you love.

However, when you are in control, you’re capable and even excited to make difficult decisions. This occasionally leaves you feeling isolated or alone. You are willing to make this trade-off, if it means being in charge of your own life.

The darker emotions inside you — those underlying urges that all humans have — are very strong. And yet, you have the ability to harness that energy to achieve your goals. This makes you unique among our testing population. You can focus your energy, both positive and negative.

Alphabet

Thinking of a better way of singing the alphabet.


A B C D E F G…H I J K L M N O P…Q R S ... T U V…W, X Y Z

I just want to remove the "and". 

EM Entropy

"Either an ascetic personality is evident or you feel that you are steeling yourself for the difficulties ahead in life by withdrawing from the pleasures of the world. There is a feeling that hard work and dedication are what’s needed to solve your problems, and this can become a mania if satisfaction is not found in a reasonable time frame.

 To others you will likely seem introverted and suspicious. Disappointment has lead you  to withdraw from the world and to seek solace in yourself. You have a naturally naive and excitable personality that has previously led you astray or has caused problems socially.  You are often afraid of your own enthusiasm. A constant fear of being exploited has lead you to a natural cynicism and suspicious attitude."


Results of a trippy test located at: http://www.hypnoid.com/EM_entropy/
Seizure warning.

Why can't we just skip to spring time?

Last night, a former student at my high school died in a car accident. At midnight, he rolled his car and was flung from the vehicle.
I didn't realize who it was at first; his name rang a bell, but I did not know how I knew him. When I got home and told my mom, she was shocked. This boy was the older brother of one of my classmates since elementry school, and his mother cut mine and my mother's hair a few short weeks ago. My mom and his had talked to each other about their kids, and the hairdresser told us how her son had been unhappy at his job. She told him he should do something he enjoys, and suggested hairdressing, but of course he was reluctant due to the stigma of male hairdressers. She told us how he wouldn't bring lunches to work, because he didn't want to make himself a sandwich, so she went and bought a box of pizza pops just for him, so he would have something to eat. He was a band student, and had at one point considered going into the music buisness.
This boy is now dead. I barely knew who he was, and I know he knew even less about me. But he was only 19 years old. He was still trying to figure out how he wanted to face the world.


He is not the only person to die this week.
A former teacher at my school, and one of my sister's favourites, died on Tuesday after battle with cancer for seven years. He was 63.
On Wednesday, my sister's friend's friend died when he collided on the highway with a parked truck. He was 24.

I also wish to take this moment to remember a classmate who died last year, on December 9th. He was in grade 11. His life too was taken in a car accident.

Woohoo

So now I've got an actual blog. I had a few blogger things before, but I wasn't able to access them since Google took over. I got a Gmail account yesterday though, so the first thing I did was reclaim my stuff here. From like, 2007, so they're rather cringe-worthy and are now hidden forever.
None of these templates really work for me. None of them really look that good. Or they're too bright. I'm no good with HTML, so I don't even know if I could go in and change them or anything either, so this sucks. Maybe I should just get a blog somewhere else? I know a few other sites that are much more popular...

Well, nothing else to say, so I'm out.